Working on my dream is a constant, day in and day out, endeavor. My day starts at 4 am, doing work on my dream and ends sometime in the evening. This schedule is seven days a week, every week, for months now, with no change in site. I wake up every morning to the excitement and possibility of creating more of my dream. I am truly grateful for my dream and what it is allowing me to do. I know that I am fortunate to have my dream and the possibility that it is creating for me.
The importance of being in commitment is so important with respect to my dream. To stay on it, to stay with the dream, takes real commitment, commitment that does not waver, that is steady. The dream needs this type of commitment especially when the fulfillment of the dream is not showing up. As I work on the dream, and in this case, the website, at the moment, the sales are not how I would like them to be. There are some days when there are no sales.
It is at these moments, when there are no sale, that I sometimes become present to a variety of negative emotions that start to run through me. As a result, I begin to focus on the negative emotional state that is rising up in me and the story that I start to generate about what is happening, that is, for example, what happens if the dream does not become real, what if I fail with respect to my dream. As I stay in this emotional space, self doubt begins to grow inside my dream. I even begin to think that maybe I should do something else with my time and life.
However, I know enough now to know that what I focus on will eventually expand, even, and especially, the negative emotional state and the negative internal conversations that result. My work is to acknowledge the negativity that I am experiencing and creating and simply sit with it, sit with it for a moment and then begin to create another possibility for myself. It is my commitment to the dream, no matter what, that allow me to continue to create my new and more positive attitude and story about the dream. I do not avoid or deny the negativity that I experience but rather choose not to let it over take you, to acknowledge it and shortly thereafter to then simply let it go. It is here that I get back into my commitment and stay with creating my dream.
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